Chapter 7 – My analogy
Sometimes it seems as if you go through the most and go through the worst without reason. But though you go through so many problems, trials, circumstances, they were strategically designed to build you, not break you. You are stronger than you think. Ever wondered why not many people go through what you go through?…
Chapter 6 – In steps Mr. Y
It was December of a particular year when I thought what I had prayed for had finally arrived. Though this gift was not packaged well, having obvious rips and tears, I still believed it was sent to me by God himself. It proved how stupid and naive I was, guided by a warped sense of…
Chapter 5 -Things got worse
Do me a favor; think of something you hate to do. Now think of yourself doing it each day, every day for the next seven years. Go ahead; I’m actually giving you some time to think about it. When you’re through thinking, answer the following question. How unpleasant was that thought? This was my unfortunate…
Chapter 4 – One of five medical conditions
It’s most women’s dream to become mothers, having their houses filled with chunky uncoordinated mini likenesses of themselves. The sounds of laughter and coos echoing throughout the house and the wanting to experience all their first moments in life, cameras locked in hand, ready to capture it all. Then there are women like me, members…
Chapter 3 – Promiscuity
Continuing from part two … I did things for people when they asked simply because they asked and I didn’t want to disappoint them. I cared more for peoples’ happiness rather than my own. It sounds stupid, but when you don’t give two cents about yourself it’s very easy to put yourself in harm’s way.…
Chapter 2 – Cut of a blade
It was difficult to control my emotions; each day, overwhelming sadness cast a shadow of gloom over me. I pretended to be alright so that no one would detect any problems. Having to resort to secrecy, the storing away of pain and past hurts proved to be dangerous. I was in a place of torment.…
Chapter 1 – My Story
I often cursed God and discredited his power. I could not comprehend how such a great God screwed up and made such a worthless, pathetic, inadequate human being … Me. My earlier years to me were glorious. The innocence of a child playing in the yard, youthful imagination creating scenes of the African jungle in…
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